Girl - Though Cancer has robbed you of happiness, May you be strong......my prayers for you...

Last Friday, while I was cooking, Darling Dearest asked me to stop after he spoked to my sis (while I was doing my cooking, my sis called and asked me to convey to Darling Dearest to return call and I did just that when he came home).

I was suspicious, nevertheless, followed him to the hall. My heart was thumping fast and my imagination starts running wild. Could something has happened mum? Oh no, and before my imagination runs wild further, clearing his throat, he spoke to me very softly,

"Anak abang ngah yg sulung masuk hospital, doctor kata cancer, tak de harapan, dia skg ada kat hospital, dorang nak gi tengok lepas Maghrib, nak ikut tak?...... " I just nodded my head blankly....

It was only after 5 minutes that I managed to compose myself and quickly change my attire to visit my niece in hospital. When we reached the hospital, saw a group of people staying outside the SICU (Surgical Intensive Care Unit). Only 2 visitors are allowed to go in at one time. When it was our turn, I was speechless. Trying very hard to control my tears fm rolling especially when she asked for my forgiveness (I can also see that she's fighting her tears fm rolling).... before saying goodbye to her, managed to kiss her on her cheeks and forehead... "Girl, rehat je, jgn pikir yg bukan², concentrate on getting well...... " I could not continue and quickly made my exit....

Girl,

Semoga kau tabah

Menghadapi badai yg menimpa

Rasanya terlalu hebat

Ujian yg menimpamu saat ini

Namun,

Kau harus terus berjuang

Walau saat pemergianmu

dihitung setiap hari

Percayalah

Allah Maha Kaya,

Allah Maha Mengetahui

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